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| Ft. Kimberly See |
The one that got away,
Before you left, I wanted to tell you that we would have
been perfect for each other but clearly we’re not. I wanted to show you that we
could have had a chance at life but to tell you frankly we wouldn’t even last a
day after what happened. I would have fetched you the moon and the stars, but
obviously I didn’t have the chance. We could have spent eternity together but
we didn’t. It’s all because you ended it, it’s all because we’re not made for
each other.
Do you remember the time when we stare at each other to pass
the time? Do you remember the time when we just lie down and fall silent with
no words needed? It was so quiet we can hear each other’s heartbeat. Do you
remember the time we held each other’s hand? We were so afraid to let go of
each other’s hand back then. But it was all back then, back when everything was
perfect, at least I thought it was.
Why did it end up all of a sudden? A picture of forever
faded so quickly. Was it because of me? Or something I did? I guess it doesn’t
matter now. It’s over isn’t it? Our journey is finally over, a story where we never
saw an ending but we saw an end.
I want to thank you at least, for everything, because for
one moment I felt loved. I felt something I’ve never felt before. I want you to
know that I am happy because you ended it, I would’ve never realized how
different we were. I was relieved you came to a realization so quickly, so abrupt,
that a second longer with you would have shattered me into pieces.
Today we are living our lives taking one step at a time in a
path we choose, a path where we can live without the other. There will come a
time where we may cross each other’s path again and by that time we may be able
to look at each other’s eyes with no more pain. To notice the scars that was
left, not to be reminded of our painful past, but to be reminded of the lessons
we learned; and maybe, just maybe one of us can manage to break the silence and
say Hello.
There’s nothing else for me to say. I thank you and I wish
you well. Xx
Kind Thoughts,
The one you loved
